Too much?

I'm going through different blogs on here and all I'm seeing is God this and God that...WTF?  Am I in the wrong place?  Is this a "God only" blogger site?  I'm a witch and I do believe in God, but come on, does every post have to be about God?  Does every post have to have God in it?  Sure, God is a major important part of our lives, but come on, do you need to talk about it every second of your day?  Can you at least try to talk about something that happened in your day and not be all about "God this and God that" while discussing what happened in your daily activities? I just think it is a bit tooooo much sometimes.

Opening Day Of Rifle Season

My husband left me again Friday to go hunting for the fourth time this hunting season already.  Today, however, is opening day of rifle season.  Maybe now he will actually get a deer.  He has said over the last few weeks that he probably could have had this deer or that deer, but for this reason or that reason, he couldn't get it with the bow.  Well, we will see now what happens over the next two weeks or so.  Hopefully he will get a deer or two so we can share some venison with friends.  Only time will tell now.

Moving forward

Why is it everytime I try to move forward, someone tries to hold me back?  WTF?  I get so bored sitting still in life.  I have dreams.  I have goals.  I want to move forward and try new things.  There are so many things I want to do in life, but every single time I try to reach for a goal...well, I pretty much get smacked down and my dreams get crushed.  It's not fair.  I have the right to try to move forward in this life and try to have a better life for me and my kids.  I cannot understand how anyone can go through life doing the exact same thing day in and day out, over and over and over and over and over and over and over....WTF?  I can't do it.  I need to move forward with my life.  I want a big beautiful home to move around in without bumping into everything.  I want new furniture that isn't falling apart.  I want a spotless clean home.  I want a new vehicle that works.  I want my kids to go to a good school.  I want to be able to afford to have my kids in after school activities.  I want my kids to be able to play outside without some idiot yelling at them...I want to go outside without some idiot yelling at me. 

Why work every single day if I can't have what I want???  Why should someone else make the rules up for how I am going to live?  I make money...not much, but I do make money.  Why can't I spend it the way I want? 

I guess the only way I'm going to get what I want is to get off my ass and make things happen...even if other people don't like it. 

Why is it that when I'm trying to be happy, other people hate me for it?  For as long as I can remember, everytime I try to get ahead in life, I get shot down, crushed, and hated.  I just don't get it. 

I just want to be happy.

Let's talk about...

So we go to family therapy and the therapist wants to talk about what we can do to make things "more comfortable" at home.  First of all, I'm thinking get rid of a few people and tape up some mouths...but I can't do that.  So, she goes around the room and starts asking questions and no one wants to answer her.  Why?  Well we have nothing really nice to say at the moment.  Everyone wants to complain about what the other one did wrong.  The arguing between everyone is making me nuts.  How do other families do it?  How do they get along ALL the time?  If I could just get everyone to shut-up and stop complaining about each other, life would be great!  I guess to do that, we would have to get to the root of the problems and fix them.  Makes sense doesn't it?  Well the therapist doesn't want anyone complaining or "blaming" each other for things.  She just wants everyone to let it all go and be kind to each other.  WTF???  How the hell is that going to happen when the root of the problem is not stopped?  The root of the problem keeps doing things to piss everyone off and needs to be fixed so no one keeps hating it.  I thought these therapists were supposed to know what they are doing.  Ignore it and it will go away...LMFAO!  Nothing just goes away!  I mean come on, if you have a crazy dog trying to attack you, do you just stand still and look the other way and hope it doesn't chew your ass off?  Give me some ideas people.  How do I get the kids to stop fighting?