Why is it everytime I try to move forward, someone tries to hold me back? WTF? I get so bored sitting still in life. I have dreams. I have goals. I want to move forward and try new things. There are so many things I want to do in life, but every single time I try to reach for a goal...well, I pretty much get smacked down and my dreams get crushed. It's not fair. I have the right to try to move forward in this life and try to have a better life for me and my kids. I cannot understand how anyone can go through life doing the exact same thing day in and day out, over and over and over and over and over and over and over....WTF? I can't do it. I need to move forward with my life. I want a big beautiful home to move around in without bumping into everything. I want new furniture that isn't falling apart. I want a spotless clean home. I want a new vehicle that works. I want my kids to go to a good school. I want to be able to afford to have my kids in after school activities. I want my kids to be able to play outside without some idiot yelling at them...I want to go outside without some idiot yelling at me.
Why work every single day if I can't have what I want??? Why should someone else make the rules up for how I am going to live? I make money...not much, but I do make money. Why can't I spend it the way I want?
I guess the only way I'm going to get what I want is to get off my ass and make things happen...even if other people don't like it.
Why is it that when I'm trying to be happy, other people hate me for it? For as long as I can remember, everytime I try to get ahead in life, I get shot down, crushed, and hated. I just don't get it.
I just want to be happy.
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